I stand in the shower
Head filled
Loud and pounding
Only one sound
Of the past
Of the misery
In my life
I imagine a book
I could write
Of all your lies
Top selling
As I lay down
And die
Let me shorten it
In a few simple lines
I was a fool
Yet also
A mastermind
I was a schemer
A true believer
I was a mad woman
At only 14
I was hell in heels
I was a devil
Turning the wheels
I was a liar
And an accuser
I was too sensitive
Yet the abuser
I was lazy
And shallow
Too giving
Never hallow
I was a taker
But gave too much
I was a manupulater
Life ruiner
And ****
I was evil
Filled with ****
I was an attention *****
Simply too bored
I was all these things
And you were a king
I was wicked
And to blame
For even mentioning
Your precious name
In my youth i became
All these things
I was named
An evil little thing
Never human
Never a child
Never feeling
Only wild
I was to blame
So you all could maintain
Your inner truth
Your secret lies
Your insecurities
And why you cry
I was a *****
A ****
A liar
A woman of false accusations
So you could live your lives
With no shame
No regrets
So you could lie
And forget
So you could accuse
And abuse
So you could do
All the things
You said i did
To you
So you could be clean
And perfect
Your life
In no regrets
I am a thing
Never a child
I am a *****
Never abandoned
I am a twisted manipulative *****
Never a victim
I am a daughter
Never wanted
Only used
I am an alien
Laying in the deep sea
Of abuse
I'm supposed to forget
And move on
I have let go
Of the things
He had done
But I'll tell you
What's really still
Wrong
Are all these things
I became
All these things
I took the blame
For
I was stupid
A fool
I was disgusting
A tool
I was lonely
And cold
I was needy
And easy to fold
I was a child
With nowhere to go
I kept running
Clinging to hope
I was manipulated
And burning
In my throat
I clung to the first person
Who wrote.
They lied
And twisted my words
They were a *****
In every meaning of the word
They used my body
My mind
My hope
Until i was nothing
Laying there in water
Letting go
I was named
All these things
And i was a fool
Because i believed
But now i see
I was hurting
And begging for love
I was a child
With no wisdom from above
I was alone
In all this pain
And the reason
It still remains
You.
All of you
And the stains you made
To my name
I was your
Sister
Daughter
Friend
I was a child
But you all still pretend
I was the person
With evil intent
So now I'm an alien
Who looks back
Yearning for truth
For you all to see
I am bleeding
Needlessly
I know
And i see
You'll never believe
In UFOs
You'll never believe
So I should just let go
But i believe
And i see
I was just a girl
Who needed loved
Just a girl
Who needed a hug
I am me
Sometimes still a fool
But I am me
And I'll never again be a tool
I am human
Not an alien
I name me
I am a woman
I am grown
Still you all
Should have known
I will let go
But never forget
You named me
Imperfect
When I never
Deserved
It
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 2:36 AM UTC
I stand in the shower
Head filled
Loud and pounding
Only one sound
Of the past
Of the misery
In my life
I imagine a book
I could write
Of all your lies
Top selling
As I lay down
And die
Let me shorten it
In a few simple lines
I was a fool
Yet also
A mastermind
I was a schemer
A true believer
I was a mad woman
At only 14
I was hell in heels
I was a devil
Turning the wheels
I was a liar
And an accuser
I was too sensitive
Yet the abuser
I was lazy
And shallow
Too giving
Never hallow
I was a taker
But gave too much
I was a manupulater
Life ruiner
And ****
I was evil
Filled with ****
I was an attention *****
Simply too bored
I was all these things
And you were a king
I was wicked
And to blame
For even mentioning
Your precious name
In my youth i became
All these things
I was named
An evil little thing
Never human
Never a child
Never feeling
Only wild
I was to blame
So you all could maintain
Your inner truth
Your secret lies
Your insecurities
And why you cry
I was a *****
A ****
A liar
A woman of false accusations
So you could live your lives
With no shame
No regrets
So you could lie
And forget
So you could accuse
And abuse
So you could do
All the things
You said i did
To you
So you could be clean
And perfect
Your life
In no regrets
I am a thing
Never a child
I am a *****
Never abandoned
I am a twisted manipulative *****
Never a victim
I am a daughter
Never wanted
Only used
I am an alien
Laying in the deep sea
Of abuse
I'm supposed to forget
And move on
I have let go
Of the things
He had done
But I'll tell you
What's really still
Wrong
Are all these things
I became
All these things
I took the blame
For
I was stupid
A fool
I was disgusting
A tool
I was lonely
And cold
I was needy
And easy to fold
I was a child
With nowhere to go
I kept running
Clinging to hope
I was manipulated
And burning
In my throat
I clung to the first person
Who wrote.
They lied
And twisted my words
They were a *****
In every meaning of the word
They used my body
My mind
My hope
Until i was nothing
Laying there in water
Letting go
I was named
All these things
And i was a fool
Because i believed
But now i see
I was hurting
And begging for love
I was a child
With no wisdom from above
I was alone
In all this pain
And the reason
It still remains
You.
All of you
And the stains you made
To my name
I was your
Sister
Daughter
Friend
I was a child
But you all still pretend
I was the person
With evil intent
So now I'm an alien
Who looks back
Yearning for truth
For you all to see
I am bleeding
Needlessly
I know
And i see
You'll never believe
In UFOs
You'll never believe
So I should just let go
But i believe
And i see
I was just a girl
Who needed loved
Just a girl
Who needed a hug
I am me
Sometimes still a fool
But I am me
And I'll never again be a tool
I am human
Not an alien
I name me
I am a woman
I am grown
Still you all
Should have known
I will let go
But never forget
You named me
Imperfect
When I never
Deserved
It
