and as he grabs my throat I realize that I'm just a body.
a toy he gets to play with,
until he's bored enough to throw me away.
he leaves the room and I lay there,
my cries sound like all the expectations I had of love.
the lump in my throat feels like a glass shard I can't bring myself to swallow.
I just wanted to be loved, just once.
but I guess the love that I desire doesn't exist.
so hurt me as hard as you can,
maybe I can find a piece of love in your violence
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 7:16 AM UTC
and as he grabs my throat I realize that I'm just a body.
a toy he gets to play with,
until he's bored enough to throw me away.
he leaves the room and I lay there,
my cries sound like all the expectations I had of love.
the lump in my throat feels like a glass shard I can't bring myself to swallow.
I just wanted to be loved, just once.
but I guess the love that I desire doesn't exist.
so hurt me as hard as you can,
maybe I can find a piece of love in your violence