I hate how much you love her. I hate how much she makes you smile like that. I hate how much you yearn for her, can you just think of me once in a while? you say i'm everything.....but compared to her I'm not even a fraction of everything. You wont say it but i know i know i know i know. She always leaves and shes gone but I'm RIGHT HERE and you still wont choose me, I know when the time comes, you probably wont choose me and I'm trying to accept it and enjoy the time i have with you because you are my whole world but... it still hurts and i cant spend all my time with you when shes always on your mind, its like I'm not spending time with YOU but with someone who just looks like you. It hurts so bad, shes always on your mind and you say you think about me but it's her, i don't want to be her, but i want to be enough. and she second she puts her foot in the door, its all about her you just open your heart up for her and you vouch for her and you're so locked out with me and it just hurts, pain, but i love you and I want you and I will always fight for you and never leave so, I will just take the moments with you I can, and give you my all, and hope its enough...