How could I forget
the darkness I embrace?
Those encounters live
forever in my heart.
I am engulfed by nothing;
it’s a nameless thing.
Don’t want this life.
I killed my God.
Certain of pain.
Love wants to destroy me.
If we die, nothing
ever matters.
Like a tree or the grass,
less capable,
more suitable.
Nothing compares
to time and space,
aether or flesh.