And I can't sleep
And I shouldn't write
But my heart's all wrong
And my head ain't right
And I struggle with
Shouldn'ts
With did you ?
And can'ts
I struggle with
Trying
To be more
Than I am
To give you less of my heart
And just
Physically
Try to lie
Through telling eyes
That this isn't
More to me
But you already know
And it's hypocrisy
Being real
While trying to hide
The caught up
Part of me
So I drown tonight
Listening to the echo
Of a moment
Taken back
And the darkness
That screams
Piercing in waves
Through the silence
Of night
Breaking I cry
But I'll be alright
You took it back
Regret
Understood
Suffocating
Trying to breathe
But it's hard cause I'm aching
And chest pains
Got me believing
I'll die
So I'll swallow this pill
**** it
Get high
Fall asleep thinking
Under blankets
Instead
Of that moment
That realness
Not in my head
But real
Such an *******
You can't take it away
I ******* love you
You gave it away
Willingly
And so it'll always be mine
Pretend What you will
But I won't lose my mind
I'll just sleep
Ever knowing
I was a beat
Of your heart
And you loved me
Sad
Slow
Falling Asleep.....
©MV
Apr 28, 2016
Apr 28, 2016 at 1:00 AM UTC
And I can't sleep
And I shouldn't write
But my heart's all wrong
And my head ain't right
And I struggle with
Shouldn'ts
With did you ?
And can'ts
I struggle with
Trying
To be more
Than I am
To give you less of my heart
And just
Physically
Try to lie
Through telling eyes
That this isn't
More to me
But you already know
And it's hypocrisy
Being real
While trying to hide
The caught up
Part of me
So I drown tonight
Listening to the echo
Of a moment
Taken back
And the darkness
That screams
Piercing in waves
Through the silence
Of night
Breaking I cry
But I'll be alright
You took it back
Regret
Understood
Suffocating
Trying to breathe
But it's hard cause I'm aching
And chest pains
Got me believing
I'll die
So I'll swallow this pill
**** it
Get high
Fall asleep thinking
Under blankets
Instead
Of that moment
That realness
Not in my head
But real
Such an *******
You can't take it away
I ******* love you
You gave it away
Willingly
And so it'll always be mine
Pretend What you will
But I won't lose my mind
I'll just sleep
Ever knowing
I was a beat
Of your heart
And you loved me
Sad
Slow
Falling Asleep.....
©MV
