amidnightsdraft
35/F
I'm a romantic poet. My poetry has been described as bleeding heart. I breathe to write...And write to breathe! You can read and follow more of my writings on my fb poetry page: / https://m.facebook.com/amidnightsdraft / Happy reading and writing everyone!
Every poet has their muse.....
Their destiny....
Their starfucked and always be..
Their never and forever thee...
Their darkness
And Their moonlight
HE
Their eternally
Their death of me
Their blood Red
Misery
Passion
And complexity
Their beat
Their heart
Their dedication
Their free
Their Narcosis
Magic and obsession
Perfection
Dreams
And Regretion
Their lust
Need
Wanting
And reflection
Their suicide
And submission
Their sleepless nights
And dreamless sleeps
Their ripped up letters
And crinkled sheets
Every poet their muse
Their want of We.....
Quotes and Prose
Forever,
HE
Every poet has their muse....
Ink blot hearts and poetry.....
Their midnight.....
MV
Sep 28, 2017
Sep 28, 2017 at 9:53 AM UTC
You will be
The death of me
And yet
I beg of thee
**** Me
Upon thy hand
Upon thy lip
Beat upon
Hip to hip
Grant me death
Sweet fantasy
Allow me die
For misery
Would be
To live
Without your touch
So grant me death
Upon your lust
To die
Bitten
Cheek to cheek
Blood from lip
****** and heap
Of clothing
Piled
Upon the floor
Grant me death
To die once more
La Petite Mort......
MV
Sep 28, 2017
Sep 28, 2017 at 9:51 AM UTC
I need a word
A word that means
More than
Miss
A word that shows
Need
Want
For a touch
A kiss
A word that can bring
Pain to life
And drive mind
Insane
I need a word
To snow and rain
A word more than
Distraught
Or die
I need a word
To dramatize
The ache
The murmur
The treachery
Of a beating heart
With memories
That I have yet
To silence
Forget
That I cannot
But weep
And let
Devour me
And keep my sleep
I need a word
Of ice and heat
Of marks
Upon his
Caramel skin
Scratches
Bite marks
Lend to pen
A word
Ye fairies
Of misery
Lend me a word
So I can see
The agony
Stained
Upon a page
Away from me
And lent to stage
A story
Play
Within
A book
Lend me word
So I may look
Outside myself
And free
Of me
Lend me word
Of Missing
He
Of broken
Jagged
Crooked lies
Lend me word
And lullabies
To end this
Ache inside my chest
Upon with pleasure
He did rest
Oh fates,
Starfucked
And blatantly
Without
A word
Or ink
Or me...
Nothing
Invisible
Nothing will suffice
And so I end
Without words
Without ......
Goodnight........
MV
Sep 28, 2017
Sep 28, 2017 at 12:54 AM UTC
I fell asleep in darkness
Blankets over my head
Drifting on a memory
That moment
When you said
Hours and eyes open
Darkness killing me
Blankets suffocating
Destructive memory
It echoes
In the sunlight
You took it away from me
Looked me in the eyes
You never loved me....
Sitting up now
Playing this pretend
As if it was ********
All in my head
Take this part back
Tell me you were scared
Tell me you regretted
Cause you weren't prepared
To deal with this feeling
That you really loved
Tell me it was
That you do
You ******* did
That's all I want
That's enough.....
Broken.......
MV
Nov 17, 2016
Nov 17, 2016 at 1:53 AM UTC
He was a fire
A brilliant,
Burning lure
A devil
And I
Demon Wind
Feeding into him
Stroking his desire
To consume
Everything
Every bit of me
My sin
My choice,
I never needed heaven.....
Ashes when we met
Ashes and torment
A chaos of bliss
Apocalypse
His
Every kiss.......
Brilliant collisions
Sapphire skies
Everytime I'm with him
The world stills
Dies
And yet
Beat
Pounding
And soar
Comets through galaxies
Begging for more
Blackness
Beginnings
And visions of light
Destruction breeds love,
When demons unite.....
©MV
Oct 11, 2016
Oct 11, 2016 at 2:17 PM UTC
And I can't sleep
And I shouldn't write
But my heart's all wrong
And my head ain't right
And I struggle with
Shouldn'ts
With did you ?
And can'ts
I struggle with
Trying
To be more
Than I am
To give you less of my heart
And just
Physically
Try to lie
Through telling eyes
That this isn't
More to me
But you already know
And it's hypocrisy
Being real
While trying to hide
The caught up
Part of me
So I drown tonight
Listening to the echo
Of a moment
Taken back
And the darkness
That screams
Piercing in waves
Through the silence
Of night
Breaking I cry
But I'll be alright
You took it back
Regret
Understood
Suffocating
Trying to breathe
But it's hard cause I'm aching
And chest pains
Got me believing
I'll die
So I'll swallow this pill
**** it
Get high
Fall asleep thinking
Under blankets
Instead
Of that moment
That realness
Not in my head
But real
Such an *******
You can't take it away
I ******* love you
You gave it away
Willingly
And so it'll always be mine
Pretend What you will
But I won't lose my mind
I'll just sleep
Ever knowing
I was a beat
Of your heart
And you loved me
Sad
Slow
Falling Asleep.....
©MV
Apr 28, 2016
Apr 28, 2016 at 1:00 AM UTC
Medicated
Let me write
Trail your spine
With ink tonight
Ink of lust,
Love
Tongue as pen
Let me write
Until the end
Let me dot
Commas, indent
Let me chapters
Novels
Let
Me with print
And script
To write
Let me so
That
I just might
Fall asleep
In fairytale
There upon
A wishing well
There in curve
Upon your back
That I, your heartbeat
Ticker tack
Dreaming, lulled
By every beat
Let me write
So I may sleep
To Awaken
Wrapped
Within your arms
A story of
A lover's charm
And so a kiss
A silent stare
Let me write
So I may care
So I may softly
Linger there
High upon your every kiss
Medicated
Blissful
This
Writing
Please just let me write
So I May
Whisper
Sweet good nights
Till dawn
Till Sun
Sweet rain doth fall
And fog
Does tease
No thoughts, no more
Let me write
The end.....
©MV
Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 10:33 PM UTC
Sleepless
Resisting the want to write
To ask
If he could hold me
Tight
Enough so I'd forget
The night
The lies
And the nevers...
Iced lips
And forevers
That were all in my head
Though you're the one
In bed
Who said,
I ******* love you
All pretend....
I merely believed
The devil.....
And though it's true
The hurt is you
What I wouldn't give
To lay with you
Entwined
To laugh upon your lips
A kiss
My soul
And ever
If I did regret
It's only that
I believed you
When you said you did
And I still do
Who thought
You'd care?
But oh, it's true
You only push away
In fear ....
Whatever......
©MV
Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 8:54 PM UTC
I want that night
3am
To shut him up
No need for
Pretend
Don't say it
Though I said that before
If you don't mean it
Not a single word
More...
Sidenote:
He fought me that night
Said he knew he didn't have to
That this was what he felt
And when I dismissed it
Even repeated himself....
He kissed me
Under blankets
Darkness
Without ***
Lies and pretending
The actor in his best
Role
In a drama
I'm crying tears
From rom com
To broken
I'm shattered
And feel
In all of my agony
********
It was real
Wanting his arms
Though he
Loves me not
Still.....
©MV
Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 8:44 PM UTC
Take me back to that night
So I can cover your lips
Stop you from speaking
Words and what ifs
Stop you from saying
What we both knew was true
But now has been twisted
To I never loved you
Take me back now
So I could reject
Tell you your funny
And that you'd regret
Tell you
You don't
Stop lying to me
Take me to moments
When I believed
In US, WE
Take me back quickly
**** you
And **** me
Leave me there
Living
And loving
Memory
Cause it was real
And your head isn't right
It was love
And it was more than ***
More than just midnights....
©MV
Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 8:43 PM UTC