You couldn't handle my need for order
for safety
for security
so I went with you, into your chaotic world
I was scared, but I trusted you.
You said you would be by my side
We would be together
Happy
Again.
but once I was out of my element
you dissipated into the noise
and
left
me
stuck
You said you would be back
and that I'll be safe
I haven't had a thought to myself without the noise of the world
The humming the the buzzing the the the YELLING
But I waited for you to return for good
I waited for you
I waited
I waited for so long.
You wouldn't stick around, but left me with empty promises of it
Every time I want to go back, you show your face again
and
give
me
hope
Hope that you would return for good so I'll feel safe, again.
I'm sorry dear, but it got too much.
You can keep your chaos, if that's what makes you happy
but I still don't feel safe
and I still hear the noise
and I still have hope
Jun 15, 2017
Jun 15, 2017 at 11:34 PM UTC
You couldn't handle my need for order
for safety
for security
so I went with you, into your chaotic world
I was scared, but I trusted you.
You said you would be by my side
We would be together
Happy
Again.
but once I was out of my element
you dissipated into the noise
and
left
me
stuck
You said you would be back
and that I'll be safe
I haven't had a thought to myself without the noise of the world
The humming the the buzzing the the the YELLING
But I waited for you to return for good
I waited for you
I waited
I waited for so long.
You wouldn't stick around, but left me with empty promises of it
Every time I want to go back, you show your face again
and
give
me
hope
Hope that you would return for good so I'll feel safe, again.
I'm sorry dear, but it got too much.
You can keep your chaos, if that's what makes you happy
but I still don't feel safe
and I still hear the noise
and I still have hope
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