I was happy.
I was happy,
Until I wasn’t.
I fell from grace to the dark depths of hell.
A hell I don’t believe in
Until I find myself there
Cold, hyperventilating
Gasping for air.
Desperately trying to believe in a god who will save me,
Save me from myself.
Save me from the delusions and insanity,
Save me from the self destruction that I love so much.
Save me from the self destruction that I love so much.
Happiness is fleeting
But why, God, why?
Nov 1, 2016
Nov 1, 2016 at 2:45 PM UTC
I was happy.
I was happy,
Until I wasn’t.
I fell from grace to the dark depths of hell.
A hell I don’t believe in
Until I find myself there
Cold, hyperventilating
Gasping for air.
Desperately trying to believe in a god who will save me,
Save me from myself.
Save me from the delusions and insanity,
Save me from the self destruction that I love so much.
Save me from the self destruction that I love so much.
Happiness is fleeting
But why, God, why?
