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My demons haven't been kind to me again. They wake me up after 5am And play me the fool. I can see you kissing another man. And my heart rips in two. Because I wasn't good enough. And I end up crying myself to tears. For stupid reasons I can't control. Only because I am vulnerable. I just feel that I've pushed you away. With my clingy ways and fears. I just loved the days We spent together. Is that a crime? I dont want it to go away. Please dont go astray.... Am i being obsessed? Or do I care so much That im losing my god **** mind. Are these feelings valid? Or am I kidding myself. And killing time with sorrow. I guess some things never change. Them before me. Her before me. Whatever makes their day. Im probably better off alone. "Love yourself" they always say. Love yourself, fight another day. And I end up crying myself to tears. For stupid reasons I can't control. Only because I am vulnerable. I just feel that I've pushed you away. With my clingy ways and fears. I just loved the days We spent together. Is that a crime? I dont want it to go away. Please dont go astray.... I love you. Please... Dont go astray....
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Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 10:09 AM UTC
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My demons haven't been kind to me again. They wake me up after 5am And play me the fool. I can see you kissing another man. And my heart rips in two. Because I wasn't good enough. And I end up crying myself to tears. For stupid reasons I can't control. Only because I am vulnerable. I just feel that I've pushed you away. With my clingy ways and fears. I just loved the days We spent together. Is that a crime? I dont want it to go away. Please dont go astray.... Am i being obsessed? Or do I care so much That im losing my god **** mind. Are these feelings valid? Or am I kidding myself. And killing time with sorrow. I guess some things never change. Them before me. Her before me. Whatever makes their day. Im probably better off alone. "Love yourself" they always say. Love yourself, fight another day. And I end up crying myself to tears. For stupid reasons I can't control. Only because I am vulnerable. I just feel that I've pushed you away. With my clingy ways and fears. I just loved the days We spent together. Is that a crime? I dont want it to go away. Please dont go astray.... I love you. Please... Dont go astray....
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#love#alone#friendship#heartache
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Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 10:09 AM UTC
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