I looked at my best friend
I told him
Don't you ever lose the love of your life.
I looked at my best friend
Dead in his eyes
While a bitter tear ran down from
my eyes to my cheeks to my lips
and told him
Don't you fucking break the heart
that beats more for you than it does for herself
Don't you lose the love of your life.
you'll regret it
you'll wish you got run over
or that a bullet pieces your forehead
you'll wish that the moon would just fall on you.
Every beautiful memory you had with her
will be played in your head
on a loop
over and over
until you feel nothing
until your numb.
Then you'll start living in the past
you'll keep wanting it more and more
you'll be depressed.
you'll start thinking of other people entering her life
you'll wonder which guy will occupy the space
in that heart that was yours
any guy
another guy
a new guy
a guy
that isn't you.
then you wont know what do to
all the bullshit will just clash in your mind
and you'll just sit there
Numb
Depressed
Broken
Anxious
the next you know
you'll tie a noose around your head
taking your own life
Then you'll meet the angel
that tore herself to bits
watching you do this to yourself
She is your angel
She is the love of your life
Don't fucking lose her