Did I ever cross the line after this?
All the sirens break the silence
The memories will fade after the rain, right?
Sing an aubade to my last poem,
as the silence of its verses turns to sorrow
To the bullet that I swallow and never escape
One call away, and happiness disappears like a mist
To clutch this dear, mindless life
To lose in madness of pain, no gain, in vain
Suffer like nightmare of a thousand years
Sweetheart, will you stay longer
Before the dawn explodes and the sun burns me?
Glimmering light that hides from the darkness
To the ambitions that turned me to the ashes
The fire that lights me, deadly, into despair
Here I lay my body, not to be the phoenix
Nothing but the heart that beats in hurricane
If I cross line
Will you save me?