a note to my dear friend, long overdue
by whyshouldiknow
i want to know if there is anything i can do to help.
and if there is, what it is
and how i can do it.
i really do care about you
and i want you to be happy and safe.
if there isn't anything i can do,
or even if you just don't want me to do anything,
that works too.
just tell me,
please.
even if it's just talking (however cheesy it sounds, i know it helps me sometimes, and i'm up for it)
also,
i want to apologize for taking this long to say something
(i don't even know how many times i've written this in my head)
i didn't know what or how to say anything, so i just didn't.
then i remembered that you are one of my dearest, dearest friends and i can just talk to you, it doesn't have to be anything fancy or complicated.
i want to apologize for writing this as well.
i'm very shy when it comes to dealing with things that carry emotional weight, and writing is a lot easier for me than talking.
so yeah,
here is a tiny piece of my mind for you to look at.
i love you.