In the darkness of the room, I wait and have been waiting; I want and need to see your face one more time. Your sweater is losing the smell of you. I cant see you in my mine anymore I am losing you slowly and I want to go back to that day and tell you I love you one last time. I wish I could have stopped time, the minute before you were going to let go of me.
I went to see you today. I came hoping I would feel you with me one last time. I wish I had held onto you longer that day, kissed you a little longer. So I would still have you here. Weeks have pasted since you left me, as I sat next to you the rain started to fall with my tears as they fell down my face. I scream but no one heard me, I am so mad at you that I can no longer touch you or see your baby blue eyes, I want you with me so bad that I would take my own life to be with you, just then I felt it and a warm feeling around me, just then I saw you sitting with me. I saw your smile and heard your voice say “I love you” and I feel at peace.