He'll never know
the moment I heard the door closed
I left a present for him
In the form of tears on the doorstep
He'll never know
I thought of him today
I spend my nights with someone
Else that I care for, but not as much as him
He'll never know
That I smile at the sound of his voice
And that the butterflies inside
Are just begging to be let out
He'll never know
How much I wish I was her
And how much I wonder what
would be different if I had stayed
He'll never know
How often I want to feel his comfort
I still sleep the same
As I did when I shared his bed
He'll never know
Just how much of an echo
his presence leaves in me
and how much it hurts to miss him
He'll never know
Just how much I'd give up for him
And how helpless I feel when I think
of the possibilities
He'll never know
Why I was so eager to be with him
In hope that somehow I'd have
a reason to stay
He'll never know
How much it hurt to see the color
Fade from his eyes when
Our lips touched the last time
He'll never know
When his fingers laced with mine
He was not the only one
Who felt at home