With all the options
there are to follow-
I choose the one
thats hardest to swallow.
The vast unknown,
and the grief for my life-
are the only things that keep me alive.
My empathy, my love,
I don't share with myself-
I'm empty inside,
its for everyone else.
Why am I here?
Why will I die?
Why do I fear the after this life?
I wish I felt the divine love
And was blissfully blessed
from the heavens above
I would like to believe,
would it make life better?
To fly ignorantly through
this shitstorm of weather?
An anthropomorphic tale of love & fear.
A false positive truth towards our existence here.
No signs from God
No devils to fear
Just my heart to my loved ones
Right now. Right here.
The doom that I carry is only for me,
it slouches my shoulders and cuts at my feet.
But I keep on walking, with my eyes on the ground.
Afraid to look up, for I will be let down.
Aug 20, 2019
Aug 20, 2019 at 7:13 PM UTC
With all the options
there are to follow-
I choose the one
thats hardest to swallow.
The vast unknown,
and the grief for my life-
are the only things that keep me alive.
My empathy, my love,
I don't share with myself-
I'm empty inside,
its for everyone else.
Why am I here?
Why will I die?
Why do I fear the after this life?
I wish I felt the divine love
And was blissfully blessed
from the heavens above
I would like to believe,
would it make life better?
To fly ignorantly through
this shitstorm of weather?
An anthropomorphic tale of love & fear.
A false positive truth towards our existence here.
No signs from God
No devils to fear
Just my heart to my loved ones
Right now. Right here.
The doom that I carry is only for me,
it slouches my shoulders and cuts at my feet.
But I keep on walking, with my eyes on the ground.
Afraid to look up, for I will be let down.