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I've only recently been able to admit to the idea that I am depressed No A person with depression I know I have things I have a history I think in my head an attempt isn't depression Just a bad decision Symptoms of depression include • Irritability • Difficulty concentrating • Lack of energy • insomnia or excessive sleeping Obviously I don't have those I'm not irritable I'm probably just hungry I haven't been able to concentrate my whole life. Why start now I'm a teenager of course i'm tired It's not sleeping excessively I just like naps Its that **** phone If your room weren't such a mess Get out more Socialize There's light at the end of the- Shut up Two years ago I tried to end my life Downed a bottle of pain meds and a canister of albuteral All to wake up with just a sore throat It didn't work so here I am again Against my own worse judgements Too tired to try again so I'm just gonna go to sleep So now I'm going to sleep tomorrow I will remember how to be happy. And then by 2pm I'll forget again Completing the circle
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Mar 30, 2025
Mar 30, 2025 at 12:56 AM UTC
I don't have depression
I've only recently been able to admit to the idea that I am depressed No A person with depression I know I have things I have a history I think in my head an attempt isn't depression Just a bad decision Symptoms of depression include • Irritability • Difficulty concentrating • Lack of energy • insomnia or excessive sleeping Obviously I don't have those I'm not irritable I'm probably just hungry I haven't been able to concentrate my whole life. Why start now I'm a teenager of course i'm tired It's not sleeping excessively I just like naps Its that **** phone If your room weren't such a mess Get out more Socialize There's light at the end of the- Shut up Two years ago I tried to end my life Downed a bottle of pain meds and a canister of albuteral All to wake up with just a sore throat It didn't work so here I am again Against my own worse judgements Too tired to try again so I'm just gonna go to sleep So now I'm going to sleep tomorrow I will remember how to be happy. And then by 2pm I'll forget again Completing the circle
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Vidas
16/F/United States
Mar 30, 2025
Mar 30, 2025 at 12:56 AM UTC
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