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Reminisce on all the early days Stuck inside of a drunken daze I went based off of all your fleeting words Couldn't begin to think it all would hurt Back of the head Look over shoulder All that you've said I go over and over I want to believe that you're honest and true But you held my head under water, the coldest of blue I'm angry I'm mad I release it in tears Nowhere near the pain I've felt all these years I inflict on myself some sort of grounding Body or heart I'm used to the pounding Back of the head Look over shoulder All that you've said I go over and over I want to believe that you're honest and true But you held my head under water The coldest of blue Hypnotize me with the lies I'll listen to it all despite Pain distracts from desire to die Who lives through this more? You or I? Maybe I'll take control of all you do My fake *** puppet Serve my desires in the end for you Back of the head Look over shoulder All that you've said I go over and over I want to believe that you're honest and true But you held my head under water The coldest of blue It took a lie for you to show me devotion My own ****** up version of a love potion Treat me good so you feel secure Accept others admiration based on a fear Back of the head Look over shoulder All that you've said I go over and over I want to believe that you're honest and true But you held my head under water The coldest of blue My makeup is running and I'm feeling so broken Its all a ******* joke The words you have spoken I empty my soul all the well For a person so ******* full of themselves I suffer and shudder Bury all of it under I cant begin to imagine Somebody other Than you So drown me in the blue I'll take it for you For the sake of something new Back of the head Look over shoulder All that you've said I go over and over I want to believe that you're honest and true But you held my head under water The coldest of blue Is it for me or is it for you? Is it for me or is it for you? Is it for me or is it for you? Prove it If only To feel good from what you do
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Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 3:42 AM UTC
coldest of blue
Reminisce on all the early days Stuck inside of a drunken daze I went based off of all your fleeting words Couldn't begin to think it all would hurt Back of the head Look over shoulder All that you've said I go over and over I want to believe that you're honest and true But you held my head under water, the coldest of blue I'm angry I'm mad I release it in tears Nowhere near the pain I've felt all these years I inflict on myself some sort of grounding Body or heart I'm used to the pounding Back of the head Look over shoulder All that you've said I go over and over I want to believe that you're honest and true But you held my head under water The coldest of blue Hypnotize me with the lies I'll listen to it all despite Pain distracts from desire to die Who lives through this more? You or I? Maybe I'll take control of all you do My fake *** puppet Serve my desires in the end for you Back of the head Look over shoulder All that you've said I go over and over I want to believe that you're honest and true But you held my head under water The coldest of blue It took a lie for you to show me devotion My own ****** up version of a love potion Treat me good so you feel secure Accept others admiration based on a fear Back of the head Look over shoulder All that you've said I go over and over I want to believe that you're honest and true But you held my head under water The coldest of blue My makeup is running and I'm feeling so broken Its all a ******* joke The words you have spoken I empty my soul all the well For a person so ******* full of themselves I suffer and shudder Bury all of it under I cant begin to imagine Somebody other Than you So drown me in the blue I'll take it for you For the sake of something new Back of the head Look over shoulder All that you've said I go over and over I want to believe that you're honest and true But you held my head under water The coldest of blue Is it for me or is it for you? Is it for me or is it for you? Is it for me or is it for you? Prove it If only To feel good from what you do
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#blue#sadness#lies#depression#insecurity#pain#empty#emptiness
RatQueen
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RatQueen
30/F/USA
Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 3:42 AM UTC
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