used to look for you everywhere I went
Included you in every thought
Every activity
Every breath I took
Every song I listened to was about you
Everything I ever did was for you
Now you’re gone.
I changed myself front to back
For you to love me
I used to listen to all your favorite songs
Over analyzed every lyric
To better understand you.
Now I can’t even look at you
I can’t listen to our song
I can’t wear our bracelet
I’ll never get the socks I left behind in your room
Those pictures of us on my wall
Are now in an envelope never to be opened again
We will never love like we used to
I will never be the same
But I know you’ll be okay
You’ll live on
But this time without me
Because things can never be how it used to be;