I typed in your name into the "To" box,
the same as I do everyday.
I started to send you the familiar hi,
but forgot the promise to stay away.
I now remember the words that I'd screamed
when I told you to leave me alone.
I thought it'd be better for the two of us if,
I'd expressed my need for you to begone.
But now I'm here sitting, regretting those words,
although what we had was taboo.
There never was meant to be what we had,
there should never have been me and you.