sometimes i don’t know if i’m the whole problem, or just half the problem
if i play a role, or if there is something i’m missing
i miss you, and i feel like i’ve fallen off whatever pedestal you had me on
it’s like when they say “you’ll let yourself down every time when you expect yourself out of someone else,”
it seems as if that is where we are meeting each other where we’re both currently at
it’s not somewhere in the middle, it’s not few and far between
it’s withdrawn and distant, it’s push and pull, and it’s hot and cold
it’s emotional whiplash, freeze and fawn
i have no idea what the **** we’re even doing anymore
because i find myself not even wanting to or caring to respond at all
emotionally exhausted
but still at your beck and call.
Sep 17, 2025
Sep 17, 2025 at 3:41 AM UTC
sometimes i don’t know if i’m the whole problem, or just half the problem
if i play a role, or if there is something i’m missing
i miss you, and i feel like i’ve fallen off whatever pedestal you had me on
it’s like when they say “you’ll let yourself down every time when you expect yourself out of someone else,”
it seems as if that is where we are meeting each other where we’re both currently at
it’s not somewhere in the middle, it’s not few and far between
it’s withdrawn and distant, it’s push and pull, and it’s hot and cold
it’s emotional whiplash, freeze and fawn
i have no idea what the **** we’re even doing anymore
because i find myself not even wanting to or caring to respond at all
emotionally exhausted
but still at your beck and call.
i love you but i feel stuck
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