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Here i am, stuck in my own little cage trying to fix what needs to be fixed sitting on the chair by the window- my head hopelessly resting trying to figure out what i should do before everything's too late this is my fault I wish i was never born I wish that i never grew up and I wish i died So that everybody could live their lives happily and problem-free So that they could worry about nothing except on how they should spend their money rather than buying endless useless crap on me this isn't the life i wanted for them who cares about me anyway? i'm just here... and i'm ready to give up i'm ready to give a life for someone who needs it more than i do i'm ready to make someone evilly happy especially of course, my 'enemy' My enemy, that i never knew in my whole entire life My enemy, who i never knew she even existed I just want everybody to be happy and not worry about me but who am i kidding? the only person that's worrying about me is myself the only person that i want to be happy is myself- and i'm ready to save myself Except i need to start fighting for myself only because i knew that my enemy; the only person who hated me and wanted me dead was myself.
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Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 8:28 AM UTC
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Here i am, stuck in my own little cage trying to fix what needs to be fixed sitting on the chair by the window- my head hopelessly resting trying to figure out what i should do before everything's too late this is my fault I wish i was never born I wish that i never grew up and I wish i died So that everybody could live their lives happily and problem-free So that they could worry about nothing except on how they should spend their money rather than buying endless useless crap on me this isn't the life i wanted for them who cares about me anyway? i'm just here... and i'm ready to give up i'm ready to give a life for someone who needs it more than i do i'm ready to make someone evilly happy especially of course, my 'enemy' My enemy, that i never knew in my whole entire life My enemy, who i never knew she even existed I just want everybody to be happy and not worry about me but who am i kidding? the only person that's worrying about me is myself the only person that i want to be happy is myself- and i'm ready to save myself Except i need to start fighting for myself only because i knew that my enemy; the only person who hated me and wanted me dead was myself.
#sad#lonely#sadness#depressed#alone#anxiety#hopeless#overthinking
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love-for-leisure
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 8:28 AM UTC
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