i take drugs i don't understand
i smoke cigarettes, a bottle in hand
i say i need another and still i have the nerve
to say i have command, to say i am alert
statesmen , officeholders, yell to run and vote
what the fuck does that word mean, and what the fuck is a choice?
the pocket screen is screaming, this one i chose to hold
a square box in my little hands, might as well call it rope
let me tie it around my neck, let me pour in all my hopes
onto the little screen, ego machine, sweet stasis as i choke
inercia grips inside of me, we left the trees so long ago
now i get up every morning, to make richer all the rich folk
am i crying or am i laughing and i don't get this fucking joke
why are so little of us bothered, why does no one else revolt
we float on like dead fucking fish, taking junk taking a smoke
why do we take for granted, this incoherent hoax?
brown red black men scratch into the ground, a white man sells us Coke
everywhere a boot to lick, a fist to kiss and to uphold
authority needs me blind and dumb, obedient cattle is controlled
i don't know no fucking answers, i don't know no goddamned code
something punched me in a fucking dream, i saw his face as i awoke,
and i screamed as i awoke, and i gasped as i awoke-
my breasts dripped and i was old, it was a glory to behold
worms eating my fleshy face i say goodbye as i unfold,
felt my bones so real inside myself, i began to decompose
and all my ugly was exposed, but it wasnt ugly anymore,
and nothing mattered anymore, i phone my mom her voice is gold,
i saw her face it was my own, and i felt joy in my little bones
now my death has been postponed, a thousand times, but it will come
( my mind will then explode, all my memories implode)
all life is just a moan on an incoherent road,
that leads no where i suppose, but i still composed this ode
i'm pretty good or so im told, i believe that, i am sold
me, a bag of organs in a mould, a body i dont even own
information crams my throat, into my body to my bones
i take drugs i dont fucking understand, i swallow tv screens on command
i take money in my hand i feign control, i misunderstand