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I wake up in the bath after a day on the wine. Fat ******* arrives at mine around nine. Friday night and it's too much, the temptation. ******* powder with dehydration. Back into town, bouncing around like a clown. Absorbing attention, I'm the star of the show. I'm cloaking my secret, the one they can't know. I'm out of my mind and I've no Idea where. I cannot go back, 'cause she lives in there. I've been running for years, purge after purge. Yet I know come tomorrow, I'll again have the urge. Because I need her and I love her. I am her! Poetry by Kaydee.
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Jun 29, 2018
Jun 29, 2018 at 3:58 PM UTC
I Need Her & I Love Her.
I wake up in the bath after a day on the wine. Fat ******* arrives at mine around nine. Friday night and it's too much, the temptation. ******* powder with dehydration. Back into town, bouncing around like a clown. Absorbing attention, I'm the star of the show. I'm cloaking my secret, the one they can't know. I'm out of my mind and I've no Idea where. I cannot go back, 'cause she lives in there. I've been running for years, purge after purge. Yet I know come tomorrow, I'll again have the urge. Because I need her and I love her. I am her! Poetry by Kaydee.
Running from my destiny but I couldn't run from myself anymore.
#secrets#trans#gender#tgirl#purge#transitioning#female#lgbt
SazKells
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SazKells
Other/Lancashire. UK
Jun 29, 2018
Jun 29, 2018 at 3:58 PM UTC
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