step 1: cease contact. the people you enjoy talking to? cut. academics? cut. employment? cut. remember, don’t break skin, break communication!
step 2. stop creating. creating is making you the emotional hurricane you are, so let it go! throw out the art supplies, don’t listen to music, don’t play your instruments, don’t draw, and especially…no writing when you’re emotional. you can’t immortalize yourself on paper. It defeats the purpose of the exercise. remember, don’t permanently erase yourself, erase your creativity!
step 3. hygiene is out the door. do you shower every day? do you have a regular skincare routine? do you do your makeup? (uh oh, you left a little creativity behind!). you don’t do these things in the grave, so no doing while you’re here. but we’re going for that “zombie” look as opposed to a full on cadaver. remember, don’t throw yourself in the grave, try the trash can!
step 4. get rid of clothes. clothes give you a sense of identity and we are striving to destroy that. this will help if you find yourself struggling with the previous steps. if you don’t have clothes, you can’t go out. if you take away clothes that represent yourself, you lose your will to be creative. without clothes, showering is sort of pointless because what are you going to do afterwards? wear ***** clothes? no no, that’s going to stand out as a warning sign and we’re trying to stay off the radar, not even under it. remember, don’t tear yourself open, tear those clothes apart!
step 5. sleep as much as possible. you feel nothing when you sleep. it’s great to pair with step #1. if you’re asleep, you physically can’t contact people. it’s a solid way to be forgotten. if you don’t have the time to put in the effort, eventually people will stop putting in effort too. it’s not their job to chase you and, come on, who the hell wants to do that anyway? remember, don’t lie in that coffin, lie in your bed instead!
with these 5 steps I can guarantee you will start to disappear. it has helped me tremendously! I feel better! my life is Better! the lives of the people I Love are Better! Everything is Easier! I’m more Stable than I’ve ever been! I Feel Nothing! I Don’t Feel Empty! I Don’t Feel Lost! I Don’t Regret It Everyday!!!
right?
it was the Right decision.
please...tell me i made the right decision.
Feb 12
Feb 12, 2026 at 9:12 PM UTC
step 1: cease contact. the people you enjoy talking to? cut. academics? cut. employment? cut. remember, don’t break skin, break communication!
step 2. stop creating. creating is making you the emotional hurricane you are, so let it go! throw out the art supplies, don’t listen to music, don’t play your instruments, don’t draw, and especially…no writing when you’re emotional. you can’t immortalize yourself on paper. It defeats the purpose of the exercise. remember, don’t permanently erase yourself, erase your creativity!
step 3. hygiene is out the door. do you shower every day? do you have a regular skincare routine? do you do your makeup? (uh oh, you left a little creativity behind!). you don’t do these things in the grave, so no doing while you’re here. but we’re going for that “zombie” look as opposed to a full on cadaver. remember, don’t throw yourself in the grave, try the trash can!
step 4. get rid of clothes. clothes give you a sense of identity and we are striving to destroy that. this will help if you find yourself struggling with the previous steps. if you don’t have clothes, you can’t go out. if you take away clothes that represent yourself, you lose your will to be creative. without clothes, showering is sort of pointless because what are you going to do afterwards? wear ***** clothes? no no, that’s going to stand out as a warning sign and we’re trying to stay off the radar, not even under it. remember, don’t tear yourself open, tear those clothes apart!
step 5. sleep as much as possible. you feel nothing when you sleep. it’s great to pair with step #1. if you’re asleep, you physically can’t contact people. it’s a solid way to be forgotten. if you don’t have the time to put in the effort, eventually people will stop putting in effort too. it’s not their job to chase you and, come on, who the hell wants to do that anyway? remember, don’t lie in that coffin, lie in your bed instead!
with these 5 steps I can guarantee you will start to disappear. it has helped me tremendously! I feel better! my life is Better! the lives of the people I Love are Better! Everything is Easier! I’m more Stable than I’ve ever been! I Feel Nothing! I Don’t Feel Empty! I Don’t Feel Lost! I Don’t Regret It Everyday!!!
right?
it was the Right decision.
please...tell me i made the right decision.
