As she lies in bed
Cant help but feeling
A feeling she knows to well
A feeling she wants to escape
Why cant she escape this thought inside her head
Why cant she bury it
Why is this feeling coming back
This feeling of drifting
A feeling of losing someone she loves
Love something shes never had never felt before
Something she wants and misses
Not something.......someone
The one she let her walls down for
The one who's made her world brighter and not so dark
Someone giving her hope that she can be loved
Or so she thought
Thoughts flooding
Thoughts of she cant be loved
Thoughts of shes a fuck up
That's shes done something wrong
Is she pushing her love away
The love she would give up everything for
The love she let her walls down for
To be weak in front of
Can she fix what is broken
Or will she forever be broken