I’m numb
I can’t feel the world
I can’t see the light
I’m a hopeless girl
I have a cold heart
I’m not even there
I’m a soulless body
And I don’t even care
If I slit my wrists
And I bleed out
I’ll count the minutes
Until I’m out
In an endless sleep
I weep
And no one knows
There is nothing but cuts
Beneath my clothes
I cry
As I try
To hide the pain
But it’s all the same
I’ll try to make
Myself
Go away
And I’m the only one to blame
And I have nothing else to say
I promised you that I would stay
But not today
I pray
You won’t be angry
If I don’t wake
Tomorrow day
Because my whole world
Has turned gray
And soon
I know I’ll fade
Fade away
And disappear
Please hold
The memory of me
So dear
I can’t
I can’t
I can’t go on
Even with you
I’m still not strong
I say I can’t do this
On my own
But even with you
I do not grow
I’m still not happy
Just please know
I love you dearly
But I have to go
Sing me a song
While I sleep
Keep me warm
And please don’t leave
Just stay with me
Throughout the night
And everything
Will be
Alright
I love you so much
So please don’t cry
Everything will be
Alright
I’ll die in the night
Free of fright
And everything
Will be
Alright.