Shower, water hides my pain
I feel my power slipping down the drain
Cut myself to feel an ounce of control
Hide my tears, pretend I’m whole
Try eating but the guilt begins to start
Beats too fast, my racing heart
Lock the bathroom door and purge my fear
One more secret, I’ll make disappear
I feel my pain when I see it rain
Nothing left for me to gain
I go and try to set a goal
Man this is really taking a toll
I break myself apart
Part by part
My future is so unclear
See you next year?
Oct 26, 2025
Oct 26, 2025 at 12:37 PM UTC
Shower, water hides my pain
I feel my power slipping down the drain
Cut myself to feel an ounce of control
Hide my tears, pretend I’m whole
Try eating but the guilt begins to start
Beats too fast, my racing heart
Lock the bathroom door and purge my fear
One more secret, I’ll make disappear
I feel my pain when I see it rain
Nothing left for me to gain
I go and try to set a goal
Man this is really taking a toll
I break myself apart
Part by part
My future is so unclear
See you next year?
