I ask myself again and again
“Should I be so scared of life?”
“Is it normal to feel this pain?”
“Should I take the knife?”
You left me broken and alone
You didn’t even give me time to pack
You threw me out in the cold like stone
You didn’t even take a look back
And here I am, still thinking of you
I don’t even know why I keep you in my head
After everything we’ve been through
Instead, I should be looking ahead
So why? Why can’t I forget?
Forget the words, the way you think
Forget that we have ever met
Forget everything in just one blink
It’s easy,... only now and then
My heart still wants to live in past
It wants to be able to talk with you again
It wants to ask all questions that it never asked
And here I am, hating on my heart
Because I should know that you’re not worth it
But, I guess, I’m just not that smart
Even though I bet you don’t care a single bit
You’re not worth my tears, I know
But I still feel for you, I still cry
Maybe someday I will grow
And hopeFULLY then I’ll say “Goodbye”
How can I forget everything you made me feel?
How can I not miss every word you said to me?
How can I glue the pieces of my heart to make it heal?
How can I be happy, when you’re the one that made me be?
And now you’re nowhere
And I am here
And it’s not fair
That this will never reach your ear
Now you’re gone
So congratulations
I think you won
You broke our relations
(Happy?)