Clap as I destroy,
Laugh as my flames rise higher.
You love beautiful liars, right?
Is that who I have to be now?
Make you hate yourself
Become your enemy.
I don’t want to,
But you’d love me more that way.
You love me most
When my worst emotions show.
When I scream,
When I yell,
You kiss me then,
Or do both…
Never questioning why you fell.
This love feeds your deepest wounds
It’s all or nothing.
I couldn’t hate or curse you before.
I hate that I ruined your fun.
It’s too late to fix,
But I’m not done “trying”
I’ll do you wrong
The right way.
Maybe we’ll get the chance we deserve.
Yell at me for my regrets and mistakes.
Tell me I’m on your last nerve.
Love me unconditionally
Especially when I make you cry at night.
I’ll remind you of the other girl
Who never made things right.
Say you’re disappointed in me, in love,
Sure, you hate the bad things I do.
But then I’ll get on my knees,
Say the rehearsed apology I owe,
Then do a unique wrong
Harder than my last low.
I’ll say sorry again,
Awaiting your apology too
For loving me
While I forcibly destroyed you.
But you’ll still love me.
I just have to deny you,
Right?
You’ll love me this time,
And not like before,
When I didn’t know your heart,
That it yearns for the naturally cold one.
Aug 10, 2025
Aug 10, 2025 at 11:35 PM UTC
Clap as I destroy,
Laugh as my flames rise higher.
You love beautiful liars, right?
Is that who I have to be now?
Make you hate yourself
Become your enemy.
I don’t want to,
But you’d love me more that way.
You love me most
When my worst emotions show.
When I scream,
When I yell,
You kiss me then,
Or do both…
Never questioning why you fell.
This love feeds your deepest wounds
It’s all or nothing.
I couldn’t hate or curse you before.
I hate that I ruined your fun.
It’s too late to fix,
But I’m not done “trying”
I’ll do you wrong
The right way.
Maybe we’ll get the chance we deserve.
Yell at me for my regrets and mistakes.
Tell me I’m on your last nerve.
Love me unconditionally
Especially when I make you cry at night.
I’ll remind you of the other girl
Who never made things right.
Say you’re disappointed in me, in love,
Sure, you hate the bad things I do.
But then I’ll get on my knees,
Say the rehearsed apology I owe,
Then do a unique wrong
Harder than my last low.
I’ll say sorry again,
Awaiting your apology too
For loving me
While I forcibly destroyed you.
But you’ll still love me.
I just have to deny you,
Right?
You’ll love me this time,
And not like before,
When I didn’t know your heart,
That it yearns for the naturally cold one.
10AUG25
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