Death was in her lungs
And it was imminent
Every ******* gulping breath she took
Came with a bedside beg
Of release
I couldn’t stay
I couldn’t watch
I’m a coward
A traitor to the blood
In my veins
So alive, so healthy
To the blood
I received from her
A kiss upon her forehead
Her darkened skin
Turned to paper
Sickeningly soft
To my rough lips
Her suffering
Not dulled
By anything
Spirituality, science
People or family
A painful, sputtering sleep
In a clinical room
By the murky sun’s graceless light
On a cloudy afternoon
I forgot to say
I love you
But words aren’t enough
Words are meaningless
It is our actions
Which doth divine
Our true intentions
Our true emotions
And mine
Reveal only cruelty
And the absence of courage
Feb 8, 2018
Feb 8, 2018 at 6:19 PM UTC
Death was in her lungs
And it was imminent
Every ******* gulping breath she took
Came with a bedside beg
Of release
I couldn’t stay
I couldn’t watch
I’m a coward
A traitor to the blood
In my veins
So alive, so healthy
To the blood
I received from her
A kiss upon her forehead
Her darkened skin
Turned to paper
Sickeningly soft
To my rough lips
Her suffering
Not dulled
By anything
Spirituality, science
People or family
A painful, sputtering sleep
In a clinical room
By the murky sun’s graceless light
On a cloudy afternoon
I forgot to say
I love you
But words aren’t enough
Words are meaningless
It is our actions
Which doth divine
Our true intentions
Our true emotions
And mine
Reveal only cruelty
And the absence of courage
For my Grandmother, may she rest in peace.
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