Oh I am tired of soft words
I want to yell and scream and curse
I want my heart on the wind
Not inside my foul chest
All my thoughts and pains
Pressed in, pushed down and falling over
Struggling to find space to rest
like a subway with no exits
the panicked mothers’ child cries for all to hear
with no one kind enough to let her sit
and comfort the innocent cries of her babe
the constant chatter and commotion
of all the people, and all the languages
so many words said
and so few understood
the pushing, shoving and pulling
all for the golden prize that has become the seat
if only to sit and rest
all my thoughts and pains
warring for a place to sit
but there is no place
there are only the doors
the doors which never open
Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 9:26 PM UTC
Oh I am tired of soft words
I want to yell and scream and curse
I want my heart on the wind
Not inside my foul chest
All my thoughts and pains
Pressed in, pushed down and falling over
Struggling to find space to rest
like a subway with no exits
the panicked mothers’ child cries for all to hear
with no one kind enough to let her sit
and comfort the innocent cries of her babe
the constant chatter and commotion
of all the people, and all the languages
so many words said
and so few understood
the pushing, shoving and pulling
all for the golden prize that has become the seat
if only to sit and rest
all my thoughts and pains
warring for a place to sit
but there is no place
there are only the doors
the doors which never open