i sit here, with one desire that opens to all others.
Warmth.
i just want your arms to encircle me,
just hold me till i melt,
and i am loose,
hold me till the tremors stop,
hug me till all my fears fade away,
let me rest upon your chest
and breathing in. and out.
over. and over.
as i embrace your warmth,
may the shivers stop.
Can we halt for just a moment,
and just breathe,
here,
together,
in this warmth filled bubble of protective silence,
in, out,
our chests rise and fall,
in sync,
And would you just hold this hand,
till you can give it to another
And i can't sleep tonight,
i can't find the words to make this right.
Won't you stay? please don't fight.
I am not asking for what the others want,
just lay here, beside me, share with me your sunlight,
i'll borrow some of your warmth, and tell me of your day of monotony,
long enough that my breath hiccups, long enough for you to pause.
to remember back to when,
she said, "its cold here"
it's always so cold,
its your warmth that left me,
and i struggle on.
all i wanted was to sit near you and feel your warmth,
and i don't want your touch,
that's not what i have come here for,
but i want the burning sensation of your warmth,
washing overme,
as the intimacy of your warmth melts me to the core,
why is it we can't hug without expecting more,
and i don't want you,
i just want you here beside me,
leg to leg,
as we melt together,
our desire to just breathe,
in ,out, in, out,
and hug me long till slumber grabs me strong.