The name leaks like mercury
as it falls from their lips,
Twisting me up in treacherous vine
my soul takes the hit,
There's a thunderstorm inside me,
A violent ocean in its wake
The waves keep getting bigger,
and the emotions hard to take
Theres a wolf deep down inside me
Howling at the moon
Giving fit to sorrow,
relief comes none too soon
There is a blackness inside me,
waiting to release
The dark clouds keep gathering
never seeming to cease
While I am left with inner turmoil
you are greeted with none the same
You are gifted with a calm indifference,
at the mention of my name