I fucked up, and I did it really badly
Fucked up good, although I love you madly
It was my own insecurities which drove me to it
I knew it was a bad idea, but I just didn’t give a shit
Sorry that I hurt you, left a path of destruction
I’d apologize again, but my brain is under construction
I know I fucked up, it was beyond my control
Wish I hadn’t fucked up because now I’m all alone
Should have known I would fuck up, it’s been too long
My track record was clean, had to do something wrong
Don’t ask me why because I don’t have a reason
I tend to fuck up everything, regardless of the season
I fucked it all up, no possibility of turning back now
I see the havoc I caused and looking back I don’t know how
I can’t tell you how bad I feel, you wouldn’t believe me
I fucked everything up, the way I always knew it would be
You probably knew I would fuck up, I do it all the time
The potential was always there in the back of my mind
I held the fuck up cards, and now they’ve all been played
And now I sit here useless, knowing why you wouldn’t stay
I’m not good at doing things the right way, just need to fuck up
My once numb mind is burning, knowing that I cannot stop
Wish I could say it won’t happen again, that there was just no chance
But know I’m armed and waiting, to destroy the hope for romance
Fuck up this, and fuck up that
Fucked it all up good
Never mind the pain or tears
Because I fucked up good
When I fuck up it’s no surprise
It happens everyday
It would be nice to say that my
Fucking up has gone away