I look at the photo of him and I,
thinking how much I want to be with that guy.
Lately things have been changing,
but seeing him gets my heart beat racing.
The feeling he gave me was more then amazing,
I won't just let it go I'll keep on chasing.
Losing him would seem to only hurt for me,
and that pain I'd rather not foresee.
Thinking of all the sweet things he said,
I start to wonder if there will be more up ahead.
I'll always be around even until the very end,
no matter what I'm here even if I'll always remain as just a friend.
My hopes are more then high,
and for only him I will continue to try.
I'll keep on fighting long and hard,
since losing this fight may leave me scarred.
These wonderful memories left inside of my mind,
they will be with me forever for they were sweet and kind.
I fear of losing this love I found,
I'll hold it all together so tightly and bound.
Though problems will come and go day by day,
I refuse to leave for my heart wants to stay.
He gave me a reason to feel happy once more,
showing me he actually cared left hopes and no longer a sore.
Having this time to realize what could be lost,
I'll keep on trying for this may be a high cost.
He gives me nonstop butterflies that when I see him they begin,
but he may never understand that being with him is the happiest I've ever been.
He has made me laugh, cry, and fall so hard,
to only him I've let down my guard.
He's constantly on my mind with all of the memories I keep,
I've stayed up all night thinking of him unable to sleep.
We made it through arguments over any unimportant thing,
and I can't stay mad when he makes my heart sing.
I'd give anything to fall asleep with his arms around me tight,
and waking up to his kisses it just feels so right.
I've fallen so hard it seemed so fast,
still falling harder with each day past.
It seems as though I'm not good enough,
especially since our situation's a little rough.
Thinking of the little things he'd do that'd make my entire day,
I'd only wished for him to be with me and finally stay.
Waiting forever or for only a short period of time,
I just can't give up it'd feel like a crime.
It all doesn't seem real since I have fallen in so deep,
it seems like a fairy-tale dream within my late night sleep.
I've come to realize what is now at stake,
my heart one day he'll most likely break.
I believe that i should just be happy with what I've had,
and dwell no more on the painful heartache that leaves one sad.
With him I've had this amazing feeling, the feeling of falling in love,
it feels as if I'm floating on the clouds just right above.
For my hearts longest want I must ignore,
until he's ready I'll wait some more.
If this becomes unable to repair,
I will hope to stay his friend since I will still really care.