Shocked how much you hurt me,
I've pushed you from my mind.
And true a lot reminds me, brings
You back to mind...But now I am
Realizing its hurting less and less.
Its shocking now how little I hurt
At a simple thought of you...
Now that you're gone. You're off my
Mind and out of my head, with something
Small to remind me of who you once were.
But now thats gone, and I've convinced myself...
Dead.
You were never honestly there.
You didn't even really care how
You held me tightly to my fear of being
Left alone, unloved, just wanting to be
Useful you used me to the end.
And yet you didn't use me, you didn't
Care to try, but you didn't pay me back
For my help and always made me cry.
Am lost and confused and your whiplash
Made me sick....
Did you truly feel that you were
In the clear so quick?
You left scars you left memories,
But thank you for what you've done
To me. I'm now much stronger than before
And I wont have to deal with guys like you...
Anymore.