Walking continually in the rain of desperation
Drowning in the flood of my dire situation
Mired in my grief by the muddy suction
Shackled in barbed wire chains of my self destruction
Watching the Wind's of Change, bring life's next squall
Surrounding me, protecting me, is my wailing wall
As the Sand's of time unmercifully does it's eroding
Agonizing memories, the darkness keeps exposing
Thoughts start to spin, start to twist and contort
Demons there to greet me, in my mind they love to consort
Struggling with all my might, still doesn't help, I am stuck
Sinking, I'm getting enveloped by life's gooey muck
Slowly submerging in suicidal quicksand, seeking only peace
Depression sinks in it's sharp teeth, for death is release
©Pauline Russell
Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 12:07 PM UTC
Walking continually in the rain of desperation
Drowning in the flood of my dire situation
Mired in my grief by the muddy suction
Shackled in barbed wire chains of my self destruction
Watching the Wind's of Change, bring life's next squall
Surrounding me, protecting me, is my wailing wall
As the Sand's of time unmercifully does it's eroding
Agonizing memories, the darkness keeps exposing
Thoughts start to spin, start to twist and contort
Demons there to greet me, in my mind they love to consort
Struggling with all my might, still doesn't help, I am stuck
Sinking, I'm getting enveloped by life's gooey muck
Slowly submerging in suicidal quicksand, seeking only peace
Depression sinks in it's sharp teeth, for death is release
©Pauline Russell
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