Chapter 3: “Love me, Love me not”
by NeighborHoodPoet
Do you understand how I feel?
6 years
Do you understand what we’ve built?
Through the lies I’ve always managed to keep it real
Anyone who got close I’ve fought or attempted to kill
Through my wounds you were my heal
At night you were my heat that sheltered me from the chills
Now I’m without you…I’m dying without you
My bedroom resembles a hospital…resurrection
Experience is my direction to find love and affection
God works in mysterious ways
My pain was my blessing
I went from jeers to cheers
Afraid to love to love again without fear
I’ve tried love twice
I’ve got hurt and cried twice
Hopefully the third time I will get it right
If I don’t then I will become a player for life.