Why am I like this?
Constant chaos and pain,
If only I could go back,
There's a lot I would change.
I would never stop dreaming,
Of a brighter and richer life,
I would never stop smiling,
Despite the inevitable strife,
And I swear to ******* god,
Most of this is my fault,
I chose this life for a reason unknown,
With my heart stuck in the vault,
When I feel hurt I hide away,
Caused by my Cancer moon,
Maybe my life would be different,
If trauma wasn't present so soon,
Everything happens for a reason right?
At least that's what I want to believe,
Because I don't know how much more I can take,
Before I set my soul free.
Sep 23, 2019
Sep 23, 2019 at 10:33 PM UTC
Why am I like this?
Constant chaos and pain,
If only I could go back,
There's a lot I would change.
I would never stop dreaming,
Of a brighter and richer life,
I would never stop smiling,
Despite the inevitable strife,
And I swear to ******* god,
Most of this is my fault,
I chose this life for a reason unknown,
With my heart stuck in the vault,
When I feel hurt I hide away,
Caused by my Cancer moon,
Maybe my life would be different,
If trauma wasn't present so soon,
Everything happens for a reason right?
At least that's what I want to believe,
Because I don't know how much more I can take,
Before I set my soul free.
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