The darkness finally pulls you in
Whilst you lay there pondering about your sins
Knowing who you were before
Realizing what you have become
Embracing both worlds
Figuring out
Who would win...
You know who you want to be...
Falling back within
The darkness sinks you in..
Wishing these contradictions
Would just come to an end..
How did you become so weak
Yet strong in sin
Not ready for this world
Changes are so scary...
You don't want to be boring
Yet this life has no meaning
Once ambitious
Now just lost
Drowning in confusion...