since you don't know me
here's something to help
I leave wood splinters in my hands
so I can brag about not crying
when I clench my first
manly, yes I know
because you told me
the scales slithering
through my spinal cord
tell me many things
like when you
bit my long hair
and said it was gay
I spent years dislodging your teeth
but I think I learned my lesson
build cradles from rusted nails
sew them to your skin
so you never have to leave
I forgot the next lesson though
and was caught swallowing pencil shavings
sneers rattle from the tail in my ribcage
hissing that I'm too skinny to be a boy
the jokes hard to get at first
so I l graffitied the punchline on my mirror
my heartchambers gasping for breath
is the sound they make from
draining blood for gun powder
a strong proverb really
I'm glad I learned how
to blow up ghost sailing to my head
now my shadow walks to the store for me
because
I'm still learning how to crawl on my belly
May 23, 2020
May 23, 2020 at 10:13 PM UTC
since you don't know me
here's something to help
I leave wood splinters in my hands
so I can brag about not crying
when I clench my first
manly, yes I know
because you told me
the scales slithering
through my spinal cord
tell me many things
like when you
bit my long hair
and said it was gay
I spent years dislodging your teeth
but I think I learned my lesson
build cradles from rusted nails
sew them to your skin
so you never have to leave
I forgot the next lesson though
and was caught swallowing pencil shavings
sneers rattle from the tail in my ribcage
hissing that I'm too skinny to be a boy
the jokes hard to get at first
so I l graffitied the punchline on my mirror
my heartchambers gasping for breath
is the sound they make from
draining blood for gun powder
a strong proverb really
I'm glad I learned how
to blow up ghost sailing to my head
now my shadow walks to the store for me
because
I'm still learning how to crawl on my belly
