What makes you think you deserve my best? You didnt love me at my worst. I'm getting this off my chest, it feels like a curse. I'm running and drowning in my own head. Tripping over what I never said. The downward spiral was evil and twisted. I just want to look in your eyes and feel like I existed. All of the evils I've fought and bested. Your affection is all I wanted to feel connected. My hope's haunt my dreams. And your devilish games make my heart scream.