All I ever waited for
I always waited in vain
Nothing I desired
Was meant to be in the end
Meant to be mine
Is there something wrong with me?
Nothing and no one
Ever could comfort my burning soul
I learned to live with it
It belongs to me, I accept it
Though some nights I wonder
How it would be
To be listened to and understood
To be comforted and held
Like rain
So sad and yet so beautiful
A gloomy day
Wrapped up in endless hope
An endless disappointment
Still, I pray
My voice doesn´t even shake anymore
It feels like everything is ignoring my existence
Fate
Oh what hate I felt towards you
Ever since I can remember
I tried to love you
But I doubt you wanted me to
A month of success
But for who?
My name seems to be missing
On every single list
Like I am outside the circle
Maybe it should make me proud
Maybe I should cry
Or laugh
But all I can think of is silence
Nov 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020 at 9:54 AM UTC
All I ever waited for
I always waited in vain
Nothing I desired
Was meant to be in the end
Meant to be mine
Is there something wrong with me?
Nothing and no one
Ever could comfort my burning soul
I learned to live with it
It belongs to me, I accept it
Though some nights I wonder
How it would be
To be listened to and understood
To be comforted and held
Like rain
So sad and yet so beautiful
A gloomy day
Wrapped up in endless hope
An endless disappointment
Still, I pray
My voice doesn´t even shake anymore
It feels like everything is ignoring my existence
Fate
Oh what hate I felt towards you
Ever since I can remember
I tried to love you
But I doubt you wanted me to
A month of success
But for who?
My name seems to be missing
On every single list
Like I am outside the circle
Maybe it should make me proud
Maybe I should cry
Or laugh
But all I can think of is silence
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