Too scared to move because
It is darkness that consumes me.
Don't make a move.
You cant make a move.
I take my mind and travel to world beyond worlds
I'm safe in my sleep,
Being awake is painful.
It is guilt that consumes me.
Fill this, numb this with anything you can,
No, I wan't that pain... that burst in my heart.
My release from this shell
This shell that protects me
This shell that holds me to the ground
I can't move.
I wait for something to set me free
Free from these shackles that prevent me
From smashing these god damn restraints.
I can not run away from this
They follow me, my demons, where ever I go.
Holding me...
Pulling me deeper...
Consuming me.
Hell is everywhere
Seeking change, seeking comfort.
Need to be somewhere better
Doing something more
These thoughts consume me
Pull me down to the point
Where I can not move.
I need to set these demons free
Release me
Release my mind
...
Maybe accept them, acknowledge them.
For demons like these follow every living being.