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I feel sad again I don't know why I play around with it in my head But there's still no reason why Maybe it's because I fail at all I try Maybe it's because I am not special Maybe it's because I'm too weak Maybe it's for no reason at all Maybe my outlook is simply too bleak Suicide; I haven't thought of how In a long time Suicide; I have thought of  when Maybe now It seems as good a time as any But how to do it? The choices again are too many. I tried it once and failed (Story of my life) A halfhearted attempt derailed I am sad again I don't know why I am deep Below the sky Help! I shout In my head Help! I never shout Out loud Again why? Oh let me cry I want to weep but I can't And here again WHY I feel alone My heart beat frozen I want to show how I feel On the out side But it never seems right I am a in a solo fight Again WHY? I'm heavy and fat But I hate the heavy feeling that stops my simile But I hate the heaving feeling that keeps me in bed I hate the heavy feeling hovering all the while I hate the heavy feeling that's rotting my head. I'm fat and I hate it but I'm sad and I hate it more This heaving feeling I abhor Am I rotten? Am I rotting? I don't see the point Is there one? I am sad Again I don't know why The pain is too much and has been going on for far too long Good things never last and bad things find a way to stay I feel abandoned and alone I feel like I have no home Lost in a dark forest It's black and all around are the screams of who I used to be In the distance I see a tall black tree On it a rope I tie it around my neck and set myself free
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May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 5:21 PM UTC
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I feel sad again I don't know why I play around with it in my head But there's still no reason why Maybe it's because I fail at all I try Maybe it's because I am not special Maybe it's because I'm too weak Maybe it's for no reason at all Maybe my outlook is simply too bleak Suicide; I haven't thought of how In a long time Suicide; I have thought of  when Maybe now It seems as good a time as any But how to do it? The choices again are too many. I tried it once and failed (Story of my life) A halfhearted attempt derailed I am sad again I don't know why I am deep Below the sky Help! I shout In my head Help! I never shout Out loud Again why? Oh let me cry I want to weep but I can't And here again WHY I feel alone My heart beat frozen I want to show how I feel On the out side But it never seems right I am a in a solo fight Again WHY? I'm heavy and fat But I hate the heavy feeling that stops my simile But I hate the heaving feeling that keeps me in bed I hate the heavy feeling hovering all the while I hate the heavy feeling that's rotting my head. I'm fat and I hate it but I'm sad and I hate it more This heaving feeling I abhor Am I rotten? Am I rotting? I don't see the point Is there one? I am sad Again I don't know why The pain is too much and has been going on for far too long Good things never last and bad things find a way to stay I feel abandoned and alone I feel like I have no home Lost in a dark forest It's black and all around are the screams of who I used to be In the distance I see a tall black tree On it a rope I tie it around my neck and set myself free
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Tyler-Cobain
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 5:21 PM UTC
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