
I see you, you are
The lights that are
Making the earth see
And I, I've failed
To recognise the torch
That's inside of me
So please,
Please help me see
I can be better
Than present me
Ever thought I could be
Show me, we can break free
From the constraints of the ropes
That we once walked
Please,
Please help me see
That we're better
And that we're free
We've grown to believe
My pillow once grabbed me
By the hand
And I felt laden
Like a beach full of sand
Please
Please make me see
Now I'm better
Than I thought I could be
I promise I'll grow
Please, Please
Make me see
That we're better
We've realised our dreams
'cause now I know
You're the light I reach for
May 28, 2020
May 28, 2020 at 7:37 AM UTC
You left us and we behind with our flaws and fears
The three musketeers
battling addiction and tears
You left us and we behind with our flaws and fears
What have you got to show for your achievements?
It's all gone up your nose
I always think of you
Skepticism in your health continues to grow
You don't look happy
But you give a red lipped smile
Your time is almost up
It's blow for blow
We're almost out of time
It's our last chance to go
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC
Big Brother they aren't monitoring your thoughts
They're distracting you so you can't think at all
Walk around pretend you're having a ball
In Mandy's head silence grows louder
There's too many distractions around her
Part of a generation with media saturation
A drought of originality
Has become our sad reality
Part of a generation bored with medication
Have you ever committed the biggest sin and wished away time.
I'm (feeling) happy therefore I cannot create.
This is the best I can do right now.
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 6:53 PM UTC
I stayed awake through the darkness
But I feel like I've just woken up.
I'll take you high, high as the birds
I got to fly made a cloud my bed
Take off my feathers give 'em to you
I feel sure it's want I want to do
The greatest gal that I've ever had
She made me smile when I was sad
Take off my feathers give 'em to you
I feel sure it's want I want to do
You are my pain
I wont complain
You are my pain
My other tried every night
I have to say I'd call that a fact
Take off my feathers give 'em to you
I feel sure it's want I want to do
In fact she too hammered again
Got my feathers, went up the road
Take off my feathers give 'em to you
I feel sure it's want I want to do
You are my pain
I wont complain
You are my pain
Some day I heard we are meant to soar
In a dream The Composer scored
Over the fence were the foxes played
I knew I wanted it everyday
Use the time to embrace your fear
Fly off cliffs, end the suspense
Take off my feathers give 'em to you
I feel sure it's want I want to do
You are my pain
I wont complain
You are my pain
Something special for me to grow
Are you the one to guide me home?
Take off my feathers give 'em to you
I feel sure it's want I want to do
You are my pain
I wont complain
Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 6:26 PM UTC
I'll try find a home
And forgive all in a poem
We'll see where it lands
Put it up to fate
I hope we aren't too late
With all the plans we had
The grounds much harder, oh
We're used to clouds, oh no
Well, if it's important to you
If I drink all summer long
And write my story in a song
Then would that help me land
If I follow my own path
Then I can't go wrong
That's what the teacher said
The grounds much harder, oh
We're used to clouds, oh no
Well, if it's important to you
Then it's important to we
You tried to help me see
But I don't want to know
But I guess I have to grow
Now, where can we let emotions land?
What became of the plans we had?
Why are we not together?
Why are we not together?
I guess outsiders know
Forgive my wording of this poem
See I'm too far from a home
Where all emotions land
I brought all the ones
That create melancholy songs
They paint the dreams we had
The grounds much harder, oh
We're used to clouds, oh no
Well, if it's important to you
Oh what became of the dream we had?
What became of where we thought we'd land?
Why are we not together?
Why are we not together?
I guess outsiders know
Jul 13, 2015
Jul 13, 2015 at 10:52 AM UTC
You taught me near the drizzle
Crazed on a concept
I wasn't following my mind
Moves like a train on sand
No I'm not alright
You see the world is on your side
Standing with no pride
Fight on
You taught me near the drizzle
Crazed and unused
I was following blurred lines
Blood shot and glassy eyes
Well, no I'm not alright
But I'll look on as if it's bright
**** we'll have a real good time
Fight on
It's been here for years
Oh baby can I please blame you
There's no when for you and I ain't trim
I fought for truth now just let me be
Now, I'm quite alright
I've got the lot on my side
**** it have a real good time
Fight on
I will fight on
maybe I'm wrong
People say I am wrong
**** 'EM
It's been here for years
Oh baby can I please blame you
There's no when for you and I ain't trim
I fought for truth now just let me be
Now, I'm quite alright
I've got the lot on my side
**** it have a real good time
I will fight on I will fight on I will fight on
and when people say I wrong
**** 'EM
Jul 11, 2015
Jul 11, 2015 at 3:31 PM UTC
I feel sad again
I don't know why
I play around with it in my head
But there's still no reason why
Maybe it's because I fail at all I try
Maybe it's because I am not special
Maybe it's because I'm too weak
Maybe it's for no reason at all
Maybe my outlook is simply too bleak
Suicide; I haven't thought of how
In a long time
Suicide; I have thought of when
Maybe now
It seems as good a time as any
But how to do it?
The choices again are too many.
I tried it once and failed
(Story of my life)
A halfhearted attempt derailed
I am sad again
I don't know why
I am deep
Below the sky
Help!
I shout
In my head
Help!
I never shout
Out loud
Again why?
Oh let me cry
I want to weep but I can't
And here again WHY
I feel alone
My heart beat frozen
I want to show how I feel
On the out side
But it never seems right
I am a in a solo fight
Again
WHY?
I'm heavy and fat
But I hate the heavy feeling that stops my simile
But I hate the heaving feeling that keeps me in bed
I hate the heavy feeling hovering all the while
I hate the heavy feeling that's rotting my head.
I'm fat and I hate it but I'm sad and I hate it more
This heaving feeling I abhor
Am I rotten?
Am I rotting?
I don't see the point
Is there one?
I am sad
Again
I don't know why
The pain is too much and has been going on for far too long
Good things never last and bad things find a way to stay
I feel abandoned and alone
I feel like I have no home
Lost in a dark forest
It's black and all around are the screams of who I used to be
In the distance I see a tall black tree
On it a rope
I tie it around my neck and set myself free
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 5:21 PM UTC
Every time the phone rang you died
Not every time the phone rang I cried
For you may be where you need to be
Away from pain, loving strain, just free
Every time I passed the bowls park I thought of you
Not every time I wanted to
For it reminds me of how far way you are
Spiritually longing angel belonging shared scare
Every time I see checkered patterns I think of you
You a king and a knight this is too true
For you are my rival in chess my partner in mess
Secured by a joke only by your hand did I feel blessed
To me you are my jester and my knight
Cruel victim of a monstrous fight
You are a model and a muse
This no one can refuse
But if I had to use a poem to say goodbye
I'd have to title it
The king and I
My King, my Captain, my Granddad.
Apr 25, 2015
Apr 25, 2015 at 10:38 AM UTC
Even if it's you
Even if it's you
Even if it's you
It means something
Keep my goals dream
Going nowhere
Emma was ashamed
It means nothing
Defuse the loving game
Traded my heart for something
You can have my mind to chew
I've got no contempt for you
If I dye far away
Bury me in a spotless grave
Even if it's you
Even if it's you
Even if it's you
It means something
Time helped, my wound grow
I've got no contempt for you
If I dye far way hope I don't rob my own grave
Your crying
Even if it's you
Even if it's you
Even if it's you
It means nothing
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 10:42 AM UTC
You See Me I See You
Out Of My Way: Rather be dead than you
Out Of My Way: What's inside can be cruel
Out Of My Way: Wasted love what a fool
Keep
Keep Away
keep Away
Keep Away
Death: It sure takes a while
Out Of My Way: Common hurt common smile
Out Of My Way: Need to have callus skin
Out Of My Way: Plan it out act it in
Keep
Keep Away
keep Away
Keep Away
Out Of My Way: Rather be dead than you
Out Of My Way: In is out loosing time
Out Of My Way: Body's gross where's my mind
Keep
Keep Away
keep Away
Keep Away
All in one night is day
Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 2:36 PM UTC