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When will this end When will I stop being in pain When will I be okay When will I find my happiness I stand here With my heart bleeding Tears of blood Running down my face I ask you Do I even deserve love Or am I destined to be hated For all my life I ask you this Because deep within my heart I feel like I don’t Deserve anything but hate Just rip me open Take my bleeding heart Into your callused hands And squeeze it hard Crush it so I don’t have to feel This horrible pain I’m begging you Just end it Because if I can’t have love Then just give me death I’d rather be dead Than hated by you You say you forgive me But I don’t feel that’s true I forgave you instantly And my actions shown true I may not be able To control my alters But my heart will always remain Right by your side I just wish you realized that Before shutting me out Like I should have realized My alters ****** up My alters are not me Yet you jumble us up as one I have no control When I’m not the host I’ve gotten so much better At keeping them at bay I just wish I learned to do it Before it was too late Cause now I stand here All alone and bleeding My heart split in two Forever waiting for you
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Apr 17, 2020
Apr 17, 2020 at 6:40 PM UTC
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When will this end When will I stop being in pain When will I be okay When will I find my happiness I stand here With my heart bleeding Tears of blood Running down my face I ask you Do I even deserve love Or am I destined to be hated For all my life I ask you this Because deep within my heart I feel like I don’t Deserve anything but hate Just rip me open Take my bleeding heart Into your callused hands And squeeze it hard Crush it so I don’t have to feel This horrible pain I’m begging you Just end it Because if I can’t have love Then just give me death I’d rather be dead Than hated by you You say you forgive me But I don’t feel that’s true I forgave you instantly And my actions shown true I may not be able To control my alters But my heart will always remain Right by your side I just wish you realized that Before shutting me out Like I should have realized My alters ****** up My alters are not me Yet you jumble us up as one I have no control When I’m not the host I’ve gotten so much better At keeping them at bay I just wish I learned to do it Before it was too late Cause now I stand here All alone and bleeding My heart split in two Forever waiting for you
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Cerasium
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Cerasium
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Apr 17, 2020
Apr 17, 2020 at 6:40 PM UTC
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