Back to the moment when
You first bore your eyes into mine
As if love was the reason
I could never see the signs
Days pass, months go by
Each glance, every gaze averted
Strengthening and fraying our tie
If it was fondness or indifference, I was never certain
Felt nothing since
Just exasperated sighs
My reverential silence
Pledging oath to your lies
Blood pumped to and fro
****** functions and respiratory gears
All to keep your precious eyes aglow
Those ever so indiscriminate spears
Your eyes tell a story
My eyes a trell to yours
Without words, told me not to worry
Till the words came out and shook the oars
Monster of delusion in my head
Your rations I so desperately seek
Giving just enough to keep him fed
Your bitterness subsisting, keeping him weak
A relenting indisposition of my heart
A holy monolith of apathy
Trophy antlers, **** the hart
Hang me on the wall for all to see
Brand your cross into my chest
Rebuke, purify me
Lay my demons to rest
With your loving animosity
If my love brings such disgust
Turn the other way
Pursue lust
Lead on a new unsuspecting stray
Should’ve never welcomed your scorn
Never let your idiocies charm me
Now I'm alone, at best, lovelorn
Paper hearts strung across the tree
I fell in love with evil
Catastrophe of attraction
Your ****** souls were never subtle
Caught me like an ocean siren
An honest mistake
Now I'll pay the price
Alone by the lake
Beaten reflection in the ice
So I'll go under
As if it will numb the pain
But your scars are all over
Every tissue, every vein
Lured me in the dark
Then tried to throw me back
But your hook made its mark
Blood and love I will lack
I've eaten the fruit of sin
Stem and all
This crucifixion
With no love to watch me fall
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 6:57 PM UTC
Back to the moment when
You first bore your eyes into mine
As if love was the reason
I could never see the signs
Days pass, months go by
Each glance, every gaze averted
Strengthening and fraying our tie
If it was fondness or indifference, I was never certain
Felt nothing since
Just exasperated sighs
My reverential silence
Pledging oath to your lies
Blood pumped to and fro
****** functions and respiratory gears
All to keep your precious eyes aglow
Those ever so indiscriminate spears
Your eyes tell a story
My eyes a trell to yours
Without words, told me not to worry
Till the words came out and shook the oars
Monster of delusion in my head
Your rations I so desperately seek
Giving just enough to keep him fed
Your bitterness subsisting, keeping him weak
A relenting indisposition of my heart
A holy monolith of apathy
Trophy antlers, **** the hart
Hang me on the wall for all to see
Brand your cross into my chest
Rebuke, purify me
Lay my demons to rest
With your loving animosity
If my love brings such disgust
Turn the other way
Pursue lust
Lead on a new unsuspecting stray
Should’ve never welcomed your scorn
Never let your idiocies charm me
Now I'm alone, at best, lovelorn
Paper hearts strung across the tree
I fell in love with evil
Catastrophe of attraction
Your ****** souls were never subtle
Caught me like an ocean siren
An honest mistake
Now I'll pay the price
Alone by the lake
Beaten reflection in the ice
So I'll go under
As if it will numb the pain
But your scars are all over
Every tissue, every vein
Lured me in the dark
Then tried to throw me back
But your hook made its mark
Blood and love I will lack
I've eaten the fruit of sin
Stem and all
This crucifixion
With no love to watch me fall
