i trusted you.
i gave my body to you, a permission
to wreck this body, as long as you give me
a chance to recover.
i wanted this, i wanted to feel you,
inside me, in this fleeting sense
that we are one.
and there it was, my trust,
went away as you take the barrier
the symbol of our agreement
and as you climax, inside me
i felt the warm sensation
of the consequences
that i'm about to face.
and then followed your words,
assuring me, but
i was foolish enough to be happy
with the pleasure
i brought you
and i realized
i was stupid enough
to trust you
and to put the weight
of the permissibility
on a thin veil
that protects me,
from you.
i was stupid.
my body told me, months later.
and there you were,
gone, away
with my trust, and my permission
i wish that, you'd stop
with
my stupidity
but i know you wont.
cause hurt people
hurt people.