i don't know what happened to you
where you went
who you were, exactly
i don't even know if you're dead or alive
i know i love you
a lot
more than you could imagine
sometimes i think about you,
when i'm lying awake
with razors under my pillow
and knowing that people have it worse
than me
i think about you when i see stars come out
from behind clouds at night
i think about you when i see dandelions
growing in sidewalk cracks
i think about you all the time
if you're there
know i care
know you deserve the world
and the stars
and the universe
for everyone you ever loved
to hold your hand
know you were always
the meteor shower
not me
know you were always so much stronger
and brighter
and better
you were shining
know that if you ever come back
i hope to be there
whatever you wish,
liana
i always loved you.
** your star
Nov 3, 2025
Nov 3, 2025 at 11:33 PM UTC
i don't know what happened to you
where you went
who you were, exactly
i don't even know if you're dead or alive
i know i love you
a lot
more than you could imagine
sometimes i think about you,
when i'm lying awake
with razors under my pillow
and knowing that people have it worse
than me
i think about you when i see stars come out
from behind clouds at night
i think about you when i see dandelions
growing in sidewalk cracks
i think about you all the time
if you're there
know i care
know you deserve the world
and the stars
and the universe
for everyone you ever loved
to hold your hand
know you were always
the meteor shower
not me
know you were always so much stronger
and brighter
and better
you were shining
know that if you ever come back
i hope to be there
whatever you wish,
liana
i always loved you.
** your star
if you read this, i think you know who you are. if it's best for you not to, don't come back. if you want to, come back. if you've forgotten me, do that. i just hope you know.
i've written poems for you before. i will, i think again and again and again.
